I have asked you a great many questions and not indulged many in return. Is there anything you would like to know?
（ he won't necessarily answer them (or at the very least, answer them honestly) but it feels better, at least, to make the effort. finn is one of the very first people here that was kind to him. ）
I- Well... [ He has so many questions, oh no! ] I don't mind answering questions. It's all right.
... But I have been wondering- [ About the eyes? About the crows? About the powers? Actually... he decides to settle on something different. ] You've been doing this for a long time, haven't you? Like me.
（ he considers the question, the soft earnestness of it and what he imagines can only be a desire for the connection borne of similarity. but finn chose a question he would not trouble himself to lie about, so after a moment: ）
No. While you correct in that I've been... 'doing this' for the majority of my life, it would insult what you have endured were I to insinuate our situations were similar beyond our martial training.
（ there's a rustle of his clothing as he shakes his head, hair snaking over one shoulder. ）
I was raised from birth to be shinobi. Unlike your experience, I had my clan and family around me, the support and protection that their presence entailed.
（ he says it to acknowledge his own privilege rather than in any attempt to rub it in, his voice is gentle, the customary neutrality filed down. what emotion exists there is sorrow at what finn lost, or never had — soft melancholy threaded through the words like ivy winding through a trellis. ）
It is the custom of my people to attend a ninja academy beginning at age six, where one learns the fundamental skills of the trade, and upon my graduation I served my village in this fashion. Some find that training difficult, but it is rarely brutal — though it can be so, when wartime provisioning is active. I was not born in such a time.
The only thing that is perhaps analogous to your own experience is the time I spent in a unique combat division, first as a unit member and then as a captain. However, I was an adult by then.
（ at least as far as his own perception goes — cultural adulthood is bestowed upon a shinobi when they receive the rank of chūnin, his promotion happening when he was all of ten. ）
[ Finn's not sure what he means by "insult" considering what he went through doesn't feel like anything particularly special. But he stays quiet about that and just listens, immediately seeing the differences in their lives as Itachi continues.
He doesn't see it as rubbing in the fact that Itachi had a family, no. He sees the factual statement, the neutrality, and maybe something else that he decides to not examine right now.
But he also sees the similarities they share. The fact that they were both put into roles of combat at a young age. Even if Itachi hadn't seen real combat until he was older- Well, Finn hadn't either. What he doesn't know is that he was much older than Itachi at the time.
Hell, he doesn't realize the difference in their ages now. ]
That's a pretty unique experience, though, and I'm glad you had the support... It is different from what I've been through, but nothing's the exact same, anyway.
Thanks for telling me. [ He feels closer to him for it. ]
（ it's odd to be thanked for it. the information is nothing he considers remarkable or extraordinary — but then, as someone whose entire life has been put on display in a bingo book, perhaps he is underestimating the impact the telling has on others. he is accustomed to the only secrets he has being the ones he died to keep. ）
Of course.
（ he can't bring himself to say 'you're welcome'. ）
I have taken enough of your attention for the time being, Finn-san, and it is quite late. Let us speak more at a later date.
[ Finn wants to ask if Itachi's okay given how this conversation felt like it came from nowhere. But either everything's fine and the question would be weird or Finn suspects that Itachi just won't directly answer him.
That's okay. Finn's there for him either way. Given that Itachi reached out, he thinks that's clear and is happy for it. ]
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
no subject
I'll hold you to that.
（ there is a considering silence. then: ）
I have asked you a great many questions and not indulged many in return. Is there anything you would like to know?
（ he won't necessarily answer them (or at the very least, answer them honestly) but it feels better, at least, to make the effort. finn is one of the very first people here that was kind to him. ）
no subject
I- Well... [ He has so many questions, oh no! ] I don't mind answering questions. It's all right.
... But I have been wondering- [ About the eyes? About the crows? About the powers? Actually... he decides to settle on something different. ] You've been doing this for a long time, haven't you? Like me.
Was it... the same?
no subject
No. While you correct in that I've been... 'doing this' for the majority of my life, it would insult what you have endured were I to insinuate our situations were similar beyond our martial training.
（ there's a rustle of his clothing as he shakes his head, hair snaking over one shoulder. ）
I was raised from birth to be shinobi. Unlike your experience, I had my clan and family around me, the support and protection that their presence entailed.
（ he says it to acknowledge his own privilege rather than in any attempt to rub it in, his voice is gentle, the customary neutrality filed down. what emotion exists there is sorrow at what finn lost, or never had — soft melancholy threaded through the words like ivy winding through a trellis. ）
It is the custom of my people to attend a ninja academy beginning at age six, where one learns the fundamental skills of the trade, and upon my graduation I served my village in this fashion. Some find that training difficult, but it is rarely brutal — though it can be so, when wartime provisioning is active. I was not born in such a time.
The only thing that is perhaps analogous to your own experience is the time I spent in a unique combat division, first as a unit member and then as a captain. However, I was an adult by then.
（ at least as far as his own perception goes — cultural adulthood is bestowed upon a shinobi when they receive the rank of chūnin, his promotion happening when he was all of ten. ）
no subject
He doesn't see it as rubbing in the fact that Itachi had a family, no. He sees the factual statement, the neutrality, and maybe something else that he decides to not examine right now.
But he also sees the similarities they share. The fact that they were both put into roles of combat at a young age. Even if Itachi hadn't seen real combat until he was older- Well, Finn hadn't either. What he doesn't know is that he was much older than Itachi at the time.
Hell, he doesn't realize the difference in their ages now. ]
That's a pretty unique experience, though, and I'm glad you had the support... It is different from what I've been through, but nothing's the exact same, anyway.
Thanks for telling me. [ He feels closer to him for it. ]
no subject
Of course.
（ he can't bring himself to say 'you're welcome'. ）
I have taken enough of your attention for the time being, Finn-san, and it is quite late. Let us speak more at a later date.
no subject
[ Finn wants to ask if Itachi's okay given how this conversation felt like it came from nowhere. But either everything's fine and the question would be weird or Finn suspects that Itachi just won't directly answer him.
That's okay. Finn's there for him either way. Given that Itachi reached out, he thinks that's clear and is happy for it. ]
Goodnight, Itachi.
no subject
To you as well.
（ brusque motherfucker. but finn, entirely without meaning to, has given him a great many things to think about. ）